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Spiralling into 2026

Happy New Year, wondrous Souls

As the days quietly unfold into 2026, I’ve been senseing that we are stepping onto a new turn of the Sacred Mirroring Spiral within the Living Attributes Codex. A new cycle doesn’t arrive with a bang, it always arrives more like a remembering. A familiar feeling, met from a slightly different place within ourselves.

Because the spiral moves in a twelve month rhythm, January often carries a reflective quality. It’s the first month, yes, but it’s also a return point. I’ve noticed over the years that things can resurface around this time. Old memories, childhood themes and familiar emotions. 

Sometimes even stories that feel much older than this lifetime. Not because we’re going backwards, but because we’re ready to meet them again with more awareness.

For me, January always sits strongly in the physical realm and over the past few days, I found myself revisiting some of the past life stories I wrote for Wisdom of the Ages. I wasn’t doing it intentionally at first, but the revisiting of a sore knee made me notice how present these stories suddenly felt. Yet this time, I was meeting them from a very different place. Not as stories on a page, but as living experiences that now make sense in a deeper, more embodied way. The stories hadn’t changed, I had and came with some significant synchronicities. 

This is one of the ways the spiral works. It doesn’t repeat things to frustrate us or keep us stuck. When something comes back around, it’s usually because we now have the capacity to hold it differently. With more compassion. More steadiness. More self trust. What once felt unresolved often returns asking only to be witnessed from who we are now.

I wanted to share this with you because many of you may be noticing similar things. A sense of déjà vu. A feeling that something familiar from your past is entering your awareness again. Rather than pushing it away or over analysing it, try gently asking what this moment is offering you now. 

What feels ready to be integrated rather than fixed?

Working with the spiral means understanding that life isn’t moving in straight lines. It’s unfolding in living patterns that support our growth. Nothing is here to punish or test you. It’s all information, arriving at just the right time, shaped by how far you’ve already come.

As you move through January, allow yourself to be curious. Notice what’s resurfacing without judgement. Trust that the spiral is working with you, not against you. You are not being pulled back. You are being invited deeper, and a little higher, at the same time.

May this month feel spacious, may it feel kind, and may you sense the quiet intelligence of the Living Attributes Codex beneath your feet, reminding you that every return carries new wisdom, and every cycle brings you closer to your own embodied truth.

Heart to Heart, Elizabeth

Holy Days

Today I remember we are in Holy Days

The Light does what it may and I am in my makers’ arms.

I ask of Thee; above the tree, above the star, above all of me

I reach to my divinity, for there I am born a new,

I am born of Thee.

Bringer of the light that shines forth on this World

A light that gives birth to a newborn within my delighted Soul.

As it is Christmas, I reflect on a year passing and a new one forthcoming.

This year I find more of myself and require it less.

I wish for the world and want for nothing.

As I give, I have Joy and know what I do is only for you.

My generosity is an act of modeling Thee.

For you my Creator is present in all that I do; a gift of creation is what I offer you.

In my heart there is Joy beyond and abound, a life without generosity is no life to be found.

This Celestial time of LIGHT and Goodwill comes forth with no pardon, only persistence does spill.

A persistence that arrives year after year; a reminder of rejoicing and devoted good cheer.

Tis said that the babe was born at a virgin’s breast, that his light was from heaven, we all know the rest.

For all who have a song to sing and a light to bear – be the new Christ and Love will you dare?

A LOVE that brings to life a treasure so rare, to LOVE like the Creator is beyond compare and to seek ones inner Christ is to birth a new humanity.

This is our quest, our prize, and our longing. To find Christmas in our heart; is to find our divine belonging.

A gift to you, a gift to me, is nothing at all unless it is seen as a gift from Thee.

Merry Christmas and May Blessings Abound , Elizabeth

written by Elizabeth Ellames on 22nd Dec 2010

 
 
 
 
 

What Is Meant for You Will Not Pass You By

A reflection through the Sacred Mirroring Spiral

There is a valuable knowing throughout ancient teachings, and also present at the heart of the Living Attributes Codex: what is meant for you will not pass you by. Not because life is fixed or destiny is rigid, but because life is responsive. It listens, it mirrors and spirals back to us what we are ready to receive.

Within the Sacred Mirroring Spiral, this statement becomes less of a comforting phrase and more a universal lore. The Spiral carries memory; an ancestral, archetypal, soul-deep reminder that life does not move in straight lines or deadlines.

It moves in rhythms of readiness. What we call “delay” is often gestation. What we call “loss” is frequently redirection. What we call “missing out” is usually a form of protection against arriving too early or too unprepared for what carries weight and responsibility.

The Sacred Mirroring Spiral reveals that life is always reflecting our inner state to us, not as punishment or reward, but as a story and a signal. As within, so without. When something truly belongs on your path, it cannot escape the gravity of your purpose. It may circle wide, approach slowly, wait until your nervous system can hold it, your heart can carry it, and your identity has expanded enough to sustain it. But it will return.

This is where the Spiral differs from linear striving. In linear time, we chase outcomes. In spiral time, we cultivate alignment. The Living Attributes Codex reminds us that attributes such as trust, discernment, patience, courage, devotion, and self-faith are not passive virtues, they are tuning instruments. They attune us to resonance, and resonance, according to the old lore, is what determines timing.

What is meant for you does not arrive through force? It comes through coherence.

When we act from comparison, urgency, or fear of being left behind, we step out of the Spiral and into distortion. We attempt to pull experiences toward us before they have ripened. The mirror then responds faithfully, not by delivering the thing itself, but by reflecting the tension, the strain, or the dissatisfaction that comes from premature grasping. The lore is gentle but precise: returning you to your centre.

The Spiral asks a different question than “When will it happen?” It asks, “Who am I being while I wait?”

Because your personal and spiritual development is not empty time, it is the unseen labour of your soul and psyche aligning. It is the refinement of your desire into clarity, and it is the softening of attachment into trust. And it’s remembering that nothing essential is lost on your Sacred Spiral, only your illusions of control.

What is meant for you will not pass you by does not mean that life hands us everything we want. It means life honours what we are in a truthful relationship with. If something slips away, it is often because it was aligned with an earlier version of you or with a story that no longer fits the architecture of your soul. The mirror does not remove without reason; it clears space for a more coherent connection.

The Seed Of The Soul

Within the Living Attributes Codex, this understanding is repeated like a sacred folklore passed from one inner elder to another, and the outer world rearranges itself in response to this inner integration. As you embody your living attributes, rather than merely understand them, your path stabilises. Fewer detours are required, fewer lessons need to be repeated, and the Spiral can advance your resonance through coherence.

Your trust, then, is not a blind faith, but rather an intimate relationship with the intelligence of life. There is a profound peace that comes when we stop racing the Spiral. When we no longer try to outrun our own maturation. When we allow the mirroring of the spiral to show us not what we lack, but what is forming, in that space, longing transforms into listening, and waiting becomes witnessing. And real arrival, when it comes, feels inevitable rather than surprising.

What is meant for you cannot miss you because it is not separate from you. It is encoded in the Seed of your Soul, it’s in your readiness, and in your willingness to meet life honestly. The Spiral does not forget because sacred lore always remembers.

And when the moment arrives, quietly, naturally, without fanfare, you will recognise it not by urgency, but by ease. Not by grasping, but by resonance, not by fear of loss, but by a deep, embodied knowing: This has arrived because I have arrived at myself.

Heart to Heart, Elizabeth

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Your purpose is not what you do!

Your purpose is not what you do; it is what awakens, calms, illuminates, or rearranges the inner world of another when you dare to live as your Radiant Self.

Purpose is a frequency, a living signature, a quiet transmission of your Light filled Attributes. It is the echo of your essence moving through the field, brushing against someone else’s story and reminding them of their own forgotten brilliance.

In the language of the Living Attributes Codex, purpose is not an action but an activation.


It is the way your presence may stir the Faith of the Awakening Portal…
a Loving Coherence of the Integration Portal… 

or the rare luminosity of the Emergence Portal where Divinity meets everyday life.

This is the Sacred Spiral in motion, your inner light travelling outward, touching someone else’s spiral, and sparking their next orbit of becoming.

Think of this: How many times has a single conversation, a single sentence, a single moment with someone shifted the direction of your inner world? Those small, profound pivots happen because their attributes and archetypes spoke directly to your own.

Not the words. Not the task, but the transmission. Your purpose lives in that same quiet alchemy.

It might be in your storytelling, or your leadership, or your compassion, or the way you hold space through your coherent presence.

But the form is merely the vessel, the real purpose is the resonance it awakens in others, a subtle remembering of their own seed of the soul.

And here is the grace: Purpose can never truly be misplaced. Even when the outer identity shifts, the inner circuitry remains. Your living attributes, those twelve luminous strands, continue to weave themselves through every conversation, every offering, every simple gesture of kindness or clarity.

So ask yourself with gentle honesty:

What happens to people when I do what I do?
Do they exhale?
Do they lift?
Do they feel seen, recognised, restored?
Do they step closer to their own inner authority, their own source of light?

When you find that answer, you see the golden thread of your purpose, not a destination, but a living field. A forward-moving spiral. A subtle blessing. A light that travels beyond words, beyond time, into the hearts of those you touch.

This is the true work, the way of the Seed of the Soul, the Sacred Spiral and your Divine Destiny, that luminous path your soul has already chosen.

Heart to Heart, Elizabeth

Trusting and Jealousy: The Light and Shadow Dynamics

Jealousy as a Compass: Working with a Shadow Attribute within the Living Attributes Codex

In the Living Attributes Codex, every light attribute carries a shadow, a counterpart that emerges when the light is challenged, unacknowledged, or misaligned. Trusting, for example, is a heart-centred attribute: open, generous, and confident in connection. Its shadow, jealousy, often arises when desire, attachment, or fear of loss enters the field.

Far from being a flaw, jealousy is a compass. It signals what truly matters to the heart, highlighting desires and values that may be unacknowledged or underdeveloped. The key is not suppression, but conscious engagement: noticing the shadow, understanding its message, and intentionally redirecting its energy into the aligned light attribute.

This practice, which I call “Correct and Transform”, provides a clear roadmap for working with the Codex. By observing jealousy without judgment, identifying the underlying desire, and transforming the energy back into trust, we turn a potentially destructive emotion into a powerful tool for self-referencing awareness and growth.

In this way, jealousy becomes a propeller on a person’s Sacred Spiral of Consciousness rather than a trap, guiding us toward deeper trust, authentic connection, and mastery over our own emotional landscape. This dynamic perfectly illustrates how the Living Attributes Codex can be applied in daily life: by honouring both light and shadow, we cultivate wholeness rather than suppressing what is present.

Light Attribute – Trusting

  • Nature: openness, generosity, confidence in connection, and ease in vulnerability.
  • Expression: belief in the integrity of relationships, self, and possibility; allowing flow without constant guarding.
  • Significance: trusting is the heart’s capacity to welcome life and others without fear, embracing what is real and shared.

Shadow Attribute – Jealousy

  • Nature: emotional charge triggered when trust feels fragile, or desires go unacknowledged.
  • Expression: ill feelings, comparison, fear of loss, or attachment.
  • Signal: jealousy is a compass pointing to your heartfelt desires; it illuminates what matters deeply to you. It is not “bad”; it is information about your unmet or threatened value.

Correct and Transform: Engaging the Shadow

1. Correct – Observe and Identify

  • Pause when jealousy arises: Recognise it without judgment.
  • Ask: What desire or attachment is this pointing to?
  • Distinction: “This is jealousy, an aspect of my shadow, signalling to me what my heart values.”

2. Reflect – Understand the Signal

  • Explore the deeper meaning: Why does this matter? Which part of my trust feels vulnerable?
  • See jealousy as a Sign, not a threat. It reveals your authentic desires.

3. Transform – Shift your Energy into Trust

  • Affirm what you can genuinely influence or cultivate.
  • Release imagined threats or comparisons beyond your control.
  • Reconnect with trusting energy: openness, generosity, and confidence.

4. Act – Align Behaviour with Insight

  • Express desires authentically.
  • Nurture connections or pursue constructive action.
  • Let jealousy be a self-referencing guide in your decisions without dominating them.

5. Integrate – Living Attributes Codex Self-Referencing Spiral

  • Journal Your Patterns: what triggers jealousy, what desires it reveals, and how you successfully transformed it.
  • Foster growth to strengthen trust, ensuring jealousy remains conscious, constructive, and transformative until it no longer arises.

Key Principle:
Jealousy is the shadow of trusting. It signals what the heart truly wants. Through the Correct and Transform process, jealousy becomes a compass guiding your trust, clarifying your desires, and cultivating authentic connection.

Heart to Heart, Elizabeth

Living Attributes Codex | Mentoring

Seed of the Soul

Remembering My Origin Story and the Living Attributes Codex

Revelation comes in whispers long before it steps into the light. What first appears as a quiet message from the unseen gradually reveals itself as the guiding force it has always been.

For years, I felt the presence of this message, long before I understood its meaning. It arrived as a subtle echo, a reminder I could sense but not yet articulate. Only through deep inner work—through retreats, rituals, and the willingness to face my own origins—did its significance begin to crystallise.

Lately, so many pieces have fallen into place. What I once experienced as fragmented insights now feel like a cohesive story of remembering. The Origin Story retreat, the Living Grace work, and even the spontaneous awakenings I wasn’t expecting have all guided me back to a truth I had carried all along: everything I was searching for has always been within me.

The Impulse to Exist: My Mission is Rooted in my Origin Story

Throughout my life, I’ve felt a persistent impulse—an urgency that wasn’t about achievement, but about being here with purpose. It often felt ancient, as though it belonged to a mission that began long before this lifetime. At times, I sensed I had something to complete, something essential to fulfil as part of my very existence.

As I’ve reconnected with deeper layers of my origin story, I’ve come to understand that this impulse wasn’t random. It was encoded. It was woven into my soul from the beginning, shaping my path and repeating itself until I was ready to remember.

The Living Attributes Codex: My Inner Map of Sovereignty

One of the most profound recognitions has been understanding that I carry a codex within me, a living blueprint of my essential attributes. It has been guiding my decisions, my sensitivities, and my orientation to life for as long as I can remember.

This codex is not something I was meant to study outside myself. It is something I was meant to remember.

Within it live the elements that have consistently appeared in my journey:

  • The Seed
  • The Spiral
  • The Soul
  • The Self-referencing field
  • The Sun
  • The Stillness
  • The Sovereignty

These aren’t mere symbols to me. They are living intelligences; parts of my inner architecture that have always been communicating, waiting for me to notice their coherence and significance.

The Seed of My Soul: My Original Encoding

Just as a seed contains the entire potential of a tree, the seed of my soul holds my entire blueprint.

Within this seed lives:

  • My Core Essence
  • My Innate Wisdom
  • My Direction of Evolution
  • My Original Frequency
  • The Memory of My Mission and Purpose

Recognising the seed of my soul has given me a sense of sovereignty I didn’t know I was missing. It reminded me that I cannot grow into who I truly am without returning to my origin story and honouring the truth I hold within it.

The Sacred Spiral: How My Consciousness Moves

My awakening hasn’t happened in straight lines, it has been happening in spirals.

I’ve felt myself revisiting certain themes, lessons, and memories over and over, each time from a new vantage point. This spiral pattern mirrors the very geometry of life itself:

  • The galaxies above
  • The DNA within
  • The unfolding of nature
  • And the turning of my own awareness

Every time I’ve revisited an experience, a memory, or a question, it has carried me deeper into understanding. This is the Sacred Spiral at work; constantly in motion, constantly returning, and constantly expanding.

My Resonant Field: A Spiral Within Spirals

I’ve come to feel my own resonant field, an energetic atmosphere that holds my history, my patterns, and my potential. It shifts with my awareness. It expands when I remember who I am. And at its centre, I can sense my seed of divinity; my true origins glowing quietly.

Just as the Milky Way revolves around its Great Central Sun, I revolve around the centre of my own being, the luminous seed that holds everything I am meant to become.

This seed is the still point within my spiral and is the essence from which my entire life unfolds.

How the Living Attributes Codex Works in Me

The Living Attributes Codex reveals itself in lived experience. It has shown me how my inner architecture actually functions:

1. It brings me back to my original seed.

I begin remembering who I truly am, beyond conditioning or expectation.

2. It reactivates my Living Attributes.

The 84 attributes awaken for me to notice them, each one interconnected with the others.

3. It restores my ability to self-reference.

Instead of looking outward for direction, I turn inward to my own centre.

4. It recalibrates my resonant field.

Clarity increases. Intuition sharpens. My energy becomes coherent again.

5. It guides my unfolding.

Like a seed responding to the right conditions, I grow naturally into what I already am.

Remembering My Sovereign Nature

This journey has brought me back to my sovereignty, not as a stance of control, but as a state of inner resonance. Sovereignty for me is the alignment of truth, presence, and purpose that arises naturally from remembering my origin story.

I don’t have to teach sovereignty. I embody it.

I don’t have to explain the Codex. I live it.

I don’t have to seek my purpose. I remember it.

Because the seed of my soul has always known how to grow. It simply waited for the moment I was ready to recognise what was living inside me.

Heart to Heart, Elizabeth

Wisdom of the Ages | Your Origin Story